This excruciating feeling of my inside. Just keeps on coming back. Every night, every night. I’m so helpless.
It’s everything we wanted
It’s everything we don’t
It’s one door swinging open
And one door swinging closed
If happy ever after did exist, I’d still be holding you like this.
EVERYTHING! FML. FML.FML. why does it have to end this way.why do these things need to happen? Why do i have to live everyday just wishing you are with me..always. Like we used to be.
just EFF my life right now.
Finally…
Had a long walk around the subdivision with my childhood buddies.:) They fetched me at home and we spent the night reminiscing about our memories back then. Certainly, they never changed. :D They never failed to make me laugh till now. It’s funny how people managed their lives and be wherever they are now. Nearly 4 years had passed yet we’re still the same, crazy as ever. :D
I feel awkward having one of my friend’s boyfriend to walk with us. It just reminds me of someone I would really really want to be with everyday, right now and then (just like what we used to have day and night back then). How I wish I could invent a teleport device to fight this distance between us. But then, as the saying goes, IF IT’S MEANT TO BE, IT WILL BE. Maybe someday, because love is patient.
I still love you.
LET THIS DAY PASS without even giving a damn…
and I SWEEEAAAR… demmit.
That moment when everything’s going perfect and you want it to stay that way, but you are always caught between choosing among the “choices”.